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It’s been so long since I have fallen from a deep sleep, being blind because I’ve long for a love which is true and unconditional. Spending all, just to prove how precious the person was. As every day passed, I’ve never felt happy, for all I have felt was hurt, and tears always comes at night. Afraid to lose the special person I have, I closed my eyes on the negative things that the person did to me. Continuing to support, even it is not my duty to do it. Love conquers all… but too much love will always kill you as the song said. I’ve been difficult every time my special person approaches me. No mistake that what the person wants from me is what can I give to him materially. Again, I closed my eyes because I hold on to a promise that no matter what, we will never leave each other.

One day I was awaken by a strong slap on my face and lightning volt on my head. The person lied to me… What I hate most is a person who is a liar. Liars are difficult to trust. Even so they say sorry… you cannot help but doubt and worry that the person will going to do it again. Even you love the person, if lie comes on the picture; your love will fade slowly. As what I feel now, I feel more comfortable without the person bothering me. Happy and can sleep at night. It’s not always my responsibility to kept on the promise we made, and definitely it should not be one-sided. Eventhough you promised with each other. If there is already a rust in your relationship it will continue to rust until both of you are destroyed unless both of you will do something to remove that rust. I’m awake from a very long sleep, the dream which became a nightmare… and I am thankful that it happened that way.

It’s been over 2 months since I started working in the company where I am now. My capabilities in doing some of the jobs there are multi-tasking. Need to know how to work on CSS codes and web designs where I am particularly working out and not familiar luckily, I had learned some of those mostly used codes. During the time of my training, I don’t have a Desktop PC which i can use and have to wait for my colleagues to finish their job, just then after that I can start to work out and explore the world of information technology codes. Then the time came when I was hired, but sad to say, my knowledge that time wasn’t too great which puts my job status in trouble.

Fifteen days passed and I was called by my bosses and told me that it was my last day of work. It seems that everything has torn apart from me for I don’t know where I will run that time. They told me why they are going to pull me out. I got lots of grounds such as my absenteeism and some problems during work and many other things. I apologized for my fault and they told me to go back again the day after because they have to discuss it again. During that time I wasn’t able to focus on my work because I am troubled if I am going to be accepted or not. At the end of the day, they called me again and told me that if its okay for me that I will be training again and of course my compensation will then be the same again when I was a trainee. I agreed then because my knowledge in the field wasn’t enough, so then they extend me again for 15 days more.

Another Fifteen days passed and here comes again their decision. Everytime these happen I cannot sleep and work well. Again, my bosses called me for a meeting and ask how my experiences and my problems were during my 15 days. I answered, “It’s okay sir” Then my boss started to explain me about the status of the company branch and mine. Well they told me that I will going to be a contractual employee for 3 months and have a compensation same as a trainee. I agreed because I don’t have nowhere to go for now. It’s better to have a small salary than none at all. Thanks to my boss for understanding my status well because eventhough it’s small, it is a big help for me.